So in a bad mood...

I'm so so so so so so so so so in a bad mood right now. I have lots of problems lots of things to think on. lots of things to do. Lot's of things in mind. I hope my mind can think of the things I need to think on and also I hope it can carry the problems and plans. I can't even concentrate to write at my diary because I don't know what I feel I think I have all of the emotions mixed together and I don't know what to do, in reality all I do is think think think... but thinking doesn't seem to help but whenever I think of it, I know that I can't do anything I'm in an effin situation right now. I talk to my mom and dad about the problems and it seems really really serious it can blow my mind off. Whenever I think of it I become hopeless, lifeless, I don't feel anything but anger because I can't do anything. UGH! I'd better be out of this situation right now or else I'll become crazy. I know deep inside I'm not acting like the usual me and I can't even smile because I'm so very angry about this "certain person" that cause all of the problems. I feel miserable and hopeless.. I just want to do something but I can't, I don't have the power and I think if I'm gonna do something I'm gonna make the things worse. I'm paralyzed and this feeling is so frustrating. I think I just had wrinkles. Oh my LIFE!