Yes I know I'm freaky and nobody might be able to understand me but believe it or not I'm a quiet type I don't really like lurking around I'm more behave than anybody. I only show my true self to some selected relatives but f course my family knows best. I don't act similarly to friends like the way I act with my family. I am easily be influenced and that's one thing I hate about myself even though it's a bad or a good influence I am easily influenced by it.
I don't give my best at everything, only when I feel like it. I don't clean my room everyday and I don't fix my bed when I wake up. I'm super lazy and lousy person but I decided to change and I know bit by bit I am changing.
I know that People change, not because he's a criminal now he can't be a good samaritan later. (why's samaritan underlined by red?) I don't believe that "First impression lasts", people learn from mistakes and eventually become better. If I am to be in a job interview I won't make anything stupid to impress the interviewer because I don't like that kinda stuffs.
It's not really obvious but people often misunderstood me, even though it wasn't my fault and I know it wasn't I know some people assumes it was my fault. I have relatives that sold me out before and is still. I don't have a grudge or something but it should be on about me page. I don't really know why am I being hated sometimes you really wonder why. I'm old enough now and I think I know already what's right from wrong and I learnt from my past experiences so I'm careful now. I have a relative too that wants me to go to the wrong way I don't know why but I'm not that stupid not to notice.
I am always like a "dumb" which do not care about a single thing in the world and people around me might think of me as like that but in reality I care about everything. There are times I discovers something on my own which should not be known, and when I meet a certain person related to it I act calm, as if I don't know something. I always play dumb but am not. I know that I freak out a lot but I know how to be composed sometimes. I'm usually composed when outside the house. I don't even talk about family matters outside home. (well to some of my friends yes).
I'll maybe just add more.
See You Then Blog,
Mhikie
